i guess i finally did it.
i finally put my plan to work.
i mean.
if it worked for pet.
then i'm sure it will work for you too.
don't you think.
the ultimate way to get closure for myself.
is to make you hate me and saying that you don't want me there.
yes, i'm the villan in the picture.
but i hope you see that its for the greater good.
its for me to move on.
i know you don't want me there and that you don't need me for so long.
it was just a matter of time before you said it.
and i just speed up the process.
thats all.
but to think that so many problems arised because i told you something that she said.
just goes to show how much of things are left unspoken between the both of you.
do you really know each other?
do you really trust each other?
or is this just a depception that the both of you choose to believe?

i couldn't take the way the both of you are tip toeing around each other.
i'm just fucking irritated with it that i decided to take matters into my own hands and i just love the result of it. honestly.
i really like what i did.
to show the both of you how much you actually trust each other and how easily things can break between you two.
and i got what i wanted as well.
i got you away from me.
cause its time i stop keeping a certain promise and finally walk away.
it makes sense doesn't it?
because you've been the one doing the walking.
i really really hope you see this.

i didn't like the way things were going.
so i took matters into my own hands.
i was always in the way.
so now i've made my mess.
i'll get out of the way.
don't say that i have no courage by leaving the mess.
cause i think its your fault for not knowing what you want.

its your inadequacy.
not my imcompentace.

don't breathe now.
cause i'm not done yet.